#im not trying to prove or disprove anything. and i understand subtext. and the being born female explanation. Im playing with my touys... | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lakelachrymose · 7 days ago

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i agree with and love and understand trans man saiki but at the same time i hold a separate reality in my mind where he doesnt Care At All. just happened to live as a guy and was like "whatever" about it (its also? simply easier. hashtag society). and he doesnt think about it all that much unless he has to (ladies only sweets discounts) (time/universe hopping to save the world)... i cant recall a time he has blatantly expressed a particular preference <- but im aware its saiki we're talking about

#although ..? iirc i dont think theres a rule saying he cant just transform into a different looking guy. unless the rule is more like #'i can transform into just about anything or anyone (nonexistent) in a 'this is what i would look like as a __' way' way #whatever i dont think that made sense #regardless my top reality is one where he just does that for fun sometimes #AND☝️YES☝️i do understand that dysphoria is not a prerequisite to being trans and that its abt the euphoria #but like i said. the apathy of it all #Basically in my mind hes somewhere between gebderfluid agender something or other #Whatever works best for the bit in the most literal meta sense #saiki k #i feel similarly about his relationship with teruhashi in that i think these five million separate possibilities for them can coexist #but whatever. more about that some other time #im not trying to prove or disprove anything. and i understand subtext. and the being born female explanation. Im playing with my touys...#now that i think about it he doesnt say anything about having to wait 2 hours to go back to being kusuo. ?? like its not a reciprocal(?????)#drawback?#which—like he said—kinda points to the idea that he WOULD have been born male if he hadnt accidentally transformed right at that moment #But literally who cares it was an explanation for why its not weird for him to do that now.#if youre asking me it sounded like he was trying to convince HIMSELF that its okay??? ijbol #anyway this is entirely fueled by personal feelings and my love for kuriko's design OK❤️#and its word soup #and for my own records

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